My First Post

My First Post

Well I suppose this is it. My first post in my little corner of this thing we call the Internet. So vast and large it's like our own little universe.


Today has been a slow day. Woke up to the sound of rain and just sat in my bed for awhile watching it. My cat decided to join me in watching it and we both decided to look down out of the window, to which we we're granted a view of the Tulip's I planted last year.


My Tulip's are..not doing well. Some of them have TBV, Tulip Breaking Virus. Creates fantastic colours but makes them weak. Probably why so many have flopped over like a wilting rose. Sad..


One is doing very well though. It's got no sign of infection at all. I plan on buying more and new bulbs and then planting them with some accessories to keep them safe and standing upright.


Other that that, Today I played some Saints Row the Third. Completed it even. Decided to save Shaundi and Viola since the Daedalus Mission is boring and too easy. After that I decided to do a good reinstall of Spore... that game had so much potential until they had to cut out so much due to tech limitations of 2008 and to make the game easier for people to play.


See now when I was a child a game was supposed to be hard. It made you think and learn. Now game's have tips and tutorial's poping up every second telling you what to do and how to do it.


In a way it kinda explains why some people are... a little dumb. While Playing spore I decided to try and make my creature look like Human's as it evolved. Eventually gave up and just made a quadraped creature with digitigrade locomotion and a dragon like texture. Eventually got to the Space Age. First thing I got to work on was getting access to Terraforming Tools. Spent most of my day turning barren, lifeless chunks of rock into lush, green worlds full of life.




Tomorrow I have a Work Experience Interview. I'm a little worried because of this new thing the Government put in place with Work Experience. I'll still get Job Seeker's Allowance but unless I do this I'll get it taken off me and I'm worried this place will abuse this and make me do all the work no one else wants because I'm technically not a real employee or something like that. But then again, I'm always worried about one thing or another. I shouldn't worry so much. If I'm not worrying about work and money then its my parents. If its not them then its my personal life. I'm not a romantic person. I always fail at that kinda stuff. So I end up overcompensating in other things. Kinda Degrading.


Thinking of that, There is this one person... the first time around it failed because I overcompensated. But I'm looking forward to what might become of us this time around. Two date's so far and I haven't screwed up.. yet.
I've always been a very empathetic person and I can tell that they are sad in a way. It makes me want to just hold them and say "Shh, It's ok. Everything will be just fine". But I probably won't get to do that. But I shouldn't be a pessimist.




Anyway, I'll leave this first and long winded post as it is. And post tomorrow after my Interview.
Good Night.